I love you but I don't love you

I can tell you in many ways that how much I love you, how your only presence can change my entire world, how your smile brings smile on my face too... How I dream of you day and night. How my life changes with the changes related to you.. I can tell you that you are that ONE man of my life with whom I not only can spend my entire life but would always want to spend all my births. I can write endlessly about how much I feel for you. I can see, I can sense and I can feel the way you complete me as ME.

But that is not enough I think...there is something more inside which stops me from loving you.. and that's YOU only.. will you ever regret for your decision or your so called Stand?? I know when time is bad nothing works out, love is not sufficient then. I don't even know will you be there throughout or will be lost somewhere in the memories, i don't even know whether i will see you again in this life time. From morning till evening I am haunted by all sort of questions. Questions to which neither do I have answer nor you do.. Your only going from life has created a vacuum inside, an incompleteness which disturbs always, it disturbs to the extent where every single breathe also become troublesome, in simple words, Incompleteness within Kills and then I love you but I don't love you.