Some "ME" Time
After ages I felt like having some ME time and so decided to go in my cocoon to find myself out from with in. Sometimes it is really difficult to do what you decide, but this time i am firm on having my own time with myself, to understand what i actually want from me.
I don't know how it would be all alone, talking to no one, contacting no one etc. I hope it would be exciting and may be in the process new ME will come out and i am desperately looking towards it. Spending time with your closed ones is always good however i still want to go in my cocoon, because somewhere i have noticed that you become addicted to people who are close to you and gradually that addiction starts killing you when you find the difference in behavior of same people towards you and then I recall only one quote "you can see real faces of people only when you are no longer beneficial to their lives". Therefore, i thought better to go away from everybody, that very feeling of you being taken for granted from others kills from inside.
It is not only me on this earth thinking like this there will be many like me who will be wanting to have some time of their own and I think it is essential in everybody's life to have their own time to understand themselves in a better way and may be it will help in bringing the best out in us.... you never know :)
Sometimes a midst of people I feel lonely, many a times I am talking to my close friend and feel no he is not the same person I used to talk and I want to figure out whats wrong with me or people around but I think there is nothing wrong with anybody it's just we associate our happiness with someone else which always gives pain in return, I have reasons to be happy in my life. So in ME time I will try to get my inner happiness and I will be the only reason of my happiness. I will try to have Happiness but there would be no condition for being Happy, there would be no reason for being Happy, there would be no person for my Happiness and I am seriously looking forward to that inner freedom where no strings attached.
Joy
I don't know how it would be all alone, talking to no one, contacting no one etc. I hope it would be exciting and may be in the process new ME will come out and i am desperately looking towards it. Spending time with your closed ones is always good however i still want to go in my cocoon, because somewhere i have noticed that you become addicted to people who are close to you and gradually that addiction starts killing you when you find the difference in behavior of same people towards you and then I recall only one quote "you can see real faces of people only when you are no longer beneficial to their lives". Therefore, i thought better to go away from everybody, that very feeling of you being taken for granted from others kills from inside.
It is not only me on this earth thinking like this there will be many like me who will be wanting to have some time of their own and I think it is essential in everybody's life to have their own time to understand themselves in a better way and may be it will help in bringing the best out in us.... you never know :)
Sometimes a midst of people I feel lonely, many a times I am talking to my close friend and feel no he is not the same person I used to talk and I want to figure out whats wrong with me or people around but I think there is nothing wrong with anybody it's just we associate our happiness with someone else which always gives pain in return, I have reasons to be happy in my life. So in ME time I will try to get my inner happiness and I will be the only reason of my happiness. I will try to have Happiness but there would be no condition for being Happy, there would be no reason for being Happy, there would be no person for my Happiness and I am seriously looking forward to that inner freedom where no strings attached.
Joy
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