Everything went haywire... !!

It was very sudden
so sudden I couldn't control
my mind stucked
couldn't get to understand
it still blows me, blows me so hard
so hard that I can't prevent

It was very quick
so quick that I couldn't escape
my soul shivered
couldn't get to relax
it still haunts me, haunts me so bad
so bad that I can't repent

It was very hard
so hard I couldn't reckon
my heart shattered
couldn't get to back in shape
it still upset me, upset me so much
so much that I can't respire

- joy